Thank You for all the support from my family and friends! Including my aunt Karen….
I miss the people from my past.
Maybe I move around too much?
Then again, maybe not…
All I can do is live in the present and the future, and reignite and reunite if I have the chance :)
No…I suppose I haven’t been.
All I can do is the best I can from this day forward.
Time to pick a direction and push….
I just got back from the Denver moonlight classic, and it was very fun. There were people in costumes, people with glowsticks all over their bikes,
“free” goodies, and most of all….lots of closed down streets for bikers to cruise down in the moonlight.
Lots of screaming….woooo!
On a sad note, I lost my new bicycle helmet….
Now that the fun is over….Time to get busy and plan, and hopefully save some money…
List in progress:
I Don’t Want to Set the World on Fire – The Ink Spots
I Don’t Want to Miss a Thing – Aerosmith
Your Song – Elton John
All I’ve Got To Do – The Beatles
Till there was you?
Wonderful Tonight – Clapton?
Any more ideas?
The first half of my summer was spent working in Minnesota. On one of my afternoons off, I went into a cafe where the girl smiled at me, introduced herself by name, and took my order.
On my birthday, I went to a place called Terrapin station in Nevis for a concert. When I walked in, a girl smiled brightly at me and introduced herself to me by name (Jenna), asked me if I was from out-of-town (yes), and pointed me to the concert, where I met another lady who also introduced herself to me by name. I returned on a different day, and it turns out that these two people are part of the family that runs that business. Jenna asked me my name again (and I had to ask hers again), and we started up a small conversation. The mom came in a few minutes later and remembered me by name as well.
I love that. I also love that the bikes weren’t locked up on the bike racks, and that the band felt comfortable leaving the box of money with a note which read “make your own change” by the CDs they were selling as they performed. I also liked the relaxed traffic. What I love most, though, is how friendly and personal everyone was.
Then I came back to Arvada, and after fighting disappointingly heavy traffic, I visited my old favorite fast food restaurant Chipotle, and though everything was exactly as I had remembered it, I was very disappointed with the experience. Chipotle is good, but not worth the money.
I miss the slow paced personal touch of the towns where I spent the last two months…
I’ve learned to talk to people that I didn’t think I could talk to before (people who seem quieter than me), and now, thanks to Jenna and company, I’ll try to introduce myself to more people. Thanks Jenna…
“Hi, my name is Bryan! :)”
I need a name, and recommendation for software….
Speaking of Babylon:
Revelation 18:23 (King James Version)
23And the light of a candle shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by thy sorceries were all nations deceived
Do you know of anyone who struggles with sorcery?
When we think of sorcery, we normal think of Hollywood’s portrayal of sorcery. Spells, chants….dark religious stuff, right?
I heard something interesting about this in a sermon that I heard online today (after hearing it in an interview right before that). The speaker, former hip hop artist ivor myers, brought up the original definition of the word that is translated to “sorcery.”
According to blueletterbible.org, it’s:
1) the use or the administering of drugs
3) sorcery, magical arts, often found in connection with idolatry and fostered by it
4) metaph. the deceptions and seductions of idolatry
According to Myers, this word is related to the modern word “pharmacy,” and the Biblical definition is “Anything that medicates the mind so that it will not follow the will or the Law of God” or “Anything that disconnects the mind from the mind of Christ.”
According to Myers this can apply to…Marijuana, television, music, and many other things that a lot of people struggle with. We might not realize this, but a lot of us might struggle with sorcery.
Just something to think about… :)
If you want to check out the Sermon(click), he talks about this specifically about….20 minutes into the sermon. It’s interesting stuff….check it out :)
The sermon itself is largely about the entertainment industry, and things that could be keeping us from God.
For anyone who is interested, I have started a group for doctrinal discussion on myspace….it’s just one small group, check it out if you’re interested :)
I’ve heard this chapter quoted from many times today, at a time when…well, I knew He wanted me to pay attention.
I thought I’d share….
2 Timothy 3
1But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come.
2For men will be lovers of self, lovers of money, boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy,
3unloving, irreconcilable, malicious gossips, without self-control, brutal, haters of good,
4treacherous, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God,
5holding to a form of godliness, although they have denied its power; Avoid such men as these.
I’m afraid that’s me >.< but I don’t want it to be, and I’m working on it. I could use some prayer. (That’s not the only thing this post is about….though….but as a sidenote…fee free to send up some prayer : )
In the last days, there will be many people displaying these traits. I can’t think of a time when they apply more. It’s especially interesting, imo, that this scripture seems to be talking about people who do love God, but love pleasure more.
6For among them are those who enter into households and captivate weak women weighed down with sins, led on by various impulses,
7always learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth.
8Just as Jannes and Jambres opposed Moses, so these men also oppose the truth, men of depraved mind, rejected in regard to the faith.
It’s interesting….from what I understand (what I recently learned), we don’t know who Jannes and Jambres are Biblically, but historically, it seems likely that these are the magicians who stood at Pharo’s side and….when moses presented God’s miracle by turning a staff into a snake, they “opposed” him with counterfeit miracles, turning their staffs into snakes. Something interesting to think about, imo.
9But they will not make further progress; for their folly will be obvious to all, just as Jannes’s and Jambres’s folly was also.
This whole scripture, so far, seems to be talking about people who are trying to act Godly, trying to impress people, but are actually counterfeits themselves. People who have the traits listed above, but are still trying to represent Christianity at the same time….people who are still of the world, but claiming not to be of it….etc…
10Now you followed my teaching, conduct, purpose, faith, patience, love, perseverance,
11persecutions, and sufferings, such as happened to me at Antioch, at Iconium and at Lystra; what persecutions I endured, and out of them all the Lord rescued me! 12Indeed, all who desire to live godly in Christ Jesus will be persecuted.
of course, not all who are persecuted for from Jesus, either, we can bring persecution on ourselves, but this is something to keep in mind. When we step out for God, and start living for Him, we will run into resistance, and this is often when we make the most difference. but…if we recede and become of the world, the devil might leave us alone. my thoughts…
13But evil men and impostors will proceed from bad to worse, deceiving and being deceived.
14You, however, continue in the things you have learned and become convinced of, knowing from whom you have learned them,
15and that from childhood you have known the sacred writings which are able to give you the wisdom that leads to salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus.
imo, Paul is saying this to those whom he is confident have had the truth : )
16All Scripture is inspired by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, for training in righteousness;
17so that the man of God may be adequate, equipped for every good work.
Moving on to chapter 4….because it’s good : )
2 Timothy 4
1I solemnly charge you in the presence of God and of Christ Jesus, who is to judge the living and the dead, and by His appearing and His kingdom:
2preach the word; be ready in season and out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort, with great patience and instruction.
3For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but wanting to have their ears tickled, they will accumulate for themselves teachers in accordance to their own desires,
A couple of things I get from all this. Firstly, we really need to look at where our priorities are (myself included, probably more than many). We need to remember that we aren’t of this world, that we shouldn’t become lovers of pleasure more than lovers of God, and that we need to remember to focus on the ministry that God gives us.
Another thing I get….this scripture really makes me feel that we are living in the last days. I know that these traits have existed in all times, but I can’t think of any time in history when they apply more than now.
I just heard a startling yet very believable statistic. By the time an average kid turns five, he has spent more time watching tv then he will spend talking to his father in his entire life. That’s the type of society we’re living in…..truly, lovers of pleasure, lovers of escapism, lovers of….the world :P